En payanam...

Last few days I feel that I have missed all my precious youth......

Yosichi patha...may be my mind is true. But still I have not missed lot of fun.

Being a little above average student(Nijamave) from a little strict school, I was not very proactive. So school la rombha adakki than vasichen. Then entrance exam, Enigneering counselling, college admission nu days were running. After lot of enquries from all my daddy's friend kadasiya oru college ah pudicharu.

Actually yenakku konjam Physics nalla varum. Adhanalayum en Physics sir inspiration nalayum enakku ECE (Electronics and Communication Enginerring) padikkanumnu asai, but en appakku na IT padikkanumnu asai. So avaru select panna college ye counselling la select um panniyachu. Actually I should say pidichi thalliachu. Because without hearing to what I was saying also my daddy selected the college and course which I was suppose to study. So thalliyachu oru vazhiliya. Fees avaru thane katta poraru so kandipa soldradha kettu than aganum :-)

Vettukku vandhu azhudhu aarpattam ellam panni pathum vezhakki agala, so oru vazhiya college joining date kuda vandhachu. College na namma tamizh padathula ellam katura mari, periya maram, class kattadikkuradhu, mass bunk ellam irukkumnu vandha, en college la ne enginerring padikka vandhurukkanu sollama sonnanga. Eppadi theriyuma boys kuda pesa kudadhu, camera vechi monitor pannuvom appadi ippadi nu... vandha azhugaya thotachitu en appava morakka than mudinchadhu.

So September 2000 la en engineering vazhkai inedhaga thodangiyachu. Sari sendhachu ini 4 varusham otti thane aganumnu next valaya pakka arambichuten. First nal cinema actor Nagesh mari orutharu vandhu na than Prinicipal of college nu sonnaru(we could try him as his double action actually), adi yalu mari orutharu vandhu na than chairman appadinu sonnaru, sari irundhutu ponu na poyi last bench ah pudichi ukkandhuten.

First year la ella branch um ore class dhan. Actually enkita pesina yarume IT branch illanu apparam therinjadhu. First year la boys pakkam thirumbhave bayam. Yaru pesitu principal room la dhevudu kappah.....So rombha naal ippadiye pochu then January 26th 2001 la oru earth quake vandhadhu. Adhu ivlo nal en life va shake pannumnu appo nenakkala. So earth quake sakka vechchi en gang la irundha girl um first time yengayavadhu veliya pogalamnu mudivu panniyachu. Appo dhan sela boys avangalum yenga kuda varadha sonnanga(En husband um idhula included)....periya discussion ku apparam, yarum pakka mattanganu nambi avangala kutitu ponom. Onnum periya outing ellam illa chumma anna nagar tower varaikkum than. But appo adhuve perusu.

So adhaye pillayar suzhiya nenachu boys kuda nalla pesa arambhichachu. At last en college la restrictions illa na kuda appadi boys and girls pesirukka mattangadra level ku yellarum avanga avanga gang oda settle ayitanga. Indha nonstop pechu nala link ana pair yeththanai yeththanai.... Kathu nerappina balloon ah evlo hard ah thannila ammukkuromo avlo force oda veliya varum. Adhu mari than teenage um. Evlo control pandrangalo avlo arathu thanam nadakkum. Aaga motham oruvazhiya yellarum jodhi la ayikiyamayachu....

Appo dhan first year mudinji second year start achu. Ellarum gumbhaloda govindha potadhu podumnu branch vise pirichitanga. Patha enkuda irundha yarume en branch illa. So angayum last bencha oru vazhiya pidichachu. Enna polave rendu appavi jivangal rendu avanga group mates illama last bench la vendhu ukkadhudhugal. So michchamum sochamum sedhu nanga oru group ayachu. Aparam nanga 3 perum ganga yamuna saraswathi mari ayitom na pathukongalen.

Enna nadandhalum last bencha mattum enga soththu. Yarayum vida mattom. Enga area vulla varadha mari. Classukku varadhu chocolate sappuduradhu, lunchu la poyi potato fry adhigama irukka plate la ukkara sandai poduradhu, interval la avanga avanga old gang kuda arata, ippadiye konja nal pochu. Semester exam vandha baga pirivinai mari unit perichi(area ya pirichi kudukkura mari) padikkavendiyadhu apparam exam annaki vandhu knowledge sharing (?) pannikka vendiyadhu.

But oru vishyam, en appah panna nalla kariyangalula onnu yenna IT branchula sethadhu than. Because na yendha branch edukkanumnu nenacheno adhu than rombha kastamana branch. Andha class pasanga ellam eppo pathalum special class padippunu iruppanga, ana enga branch la eppovum college arampichu 1 month kazhilichi than teacher eh varuvanga. Vandhu onnum perusa torture pannida mattanga. Avangalum jodhila iyikiyamayiduvanga. Ellana pasangalum vida mattangala. So appo purinjadhu everything happens for good (nadappadhu ellam nanmaike) nu edhukku soldranganu.

Ippadiye ennoda rendu friends en life la rombha pinni penanjetangah. Class la vetti kadha, then vettukku pona udane phone call, apparom night net la chatting. Appadi enna than pesunomnu ippo sathiyama theriyala. Enga vetla phone bill ah pathu archanai vangi kuda thirundhala. But andha phone bill la nanga potta kadalai kum perum pangu undu. Enna panna adhu valibha vayasu....

Third and fourth year la potta kadalayala neraya twist and turns. But oru vazhiya ellam solve aghiduchu. Friend in need is a friend in deed nu solluvangale, adhu madhiri en nijamana friends ah appo identify pannen. Slowly I realised that avanga than en friends nu. So appo mudivu pannen life la eppovum ivangala miss panna maten nu.... ippo varaikkum kapathitu varen.

College life yizhubariya 2004 la mudinchudhu. Vazhiya vandhu vanatha villa vazhaipom, manala kayirah thiripponu kavanu kandute vandhom. But unfortunately higher studies adhu idhu nu brain ah kozhappi oru vazhiya ellathayum mootta atti vichitu vela theda arambhichom. But appo ella off campus um mudinchachu, so wait panni oru vazhiya oru software company la velakkum sedhachu. Aana andha gapula nanum en friend um neraya suthinom, nalla enjoy pannom. Andha period ah marakka mudiyadhu. Kaila kasu avvalava illatiyum nalla enjoy pannom (appah voda kasula than).

Life la struggle time na adhu than yenakku. Neraya maturity vandhadhu. Chumma college vedu nu irundha yengalukku job searching oru different experience ah irundhadhu. Neraya different people meet pannom. Ellarum ore mari kedayadhunu therinjikittom. Inspite of that we should think that God has given us time to take rest before this long run nu than yeduthukanum. Then na office vedu, weekend meetings nu settle ayiten. En friends rendu perum US (uzhavar sandhai illa United states) poyitanga. Oruthi padikkuren nu sollitu pona, ennoruthi nijamave vela panna pona.

Apparam anga suththi inga suththi nanum UK la vandhu nikkiren ippo. Innoru mukkiyamana vishayam, yenga groupula irundha ellarum love marriage than.....and ellam college mates than :-). Yeppadi? Sela peru joint agi perinji poyitanga....aga motham almost 80% kadalai varuthavanga than. Indha statistics yenga principal ku therincha rombha feel pannuvaru pavam......

As I said in the start of this page, na konjam feel pandradhu yedhu kaga nah...konjam brain ah use panni nalla padichirukkalam. Chumma mark vanga mattum nu illama konjam knowledge kuda gather pannirukkalam. Kadalai time kammi panni useful ah yedhavadhu pannirukkalamenu kosippen.....but enna panna ippo yosichi enna proyojanam. I think most of the people do this regretting in their life.

As a whole this college life has given me my most understanding friends and my lovable hubby. So its worth to relish this moments throughout my life..... Ippo oralavukku kaila kasu irukku but enna panna adha vechi en friend ku call panni than pesa mudiyum, onna meet panni oru coffee kuda kudikka mudiyathu. Becasue we three are in three different continent actually but still enga vetti kadhai innum thodarudhu(ippo enga sondha kasula than). Meendum meendum thodarum........